So....I got some replies back in regards to my oh so "personal" e-mail:

Unconditional - My fav
Affable - So True!
Insightful
Compassionate

Not bad...It sems I'm a better person than I thought people would think of me.
I guess we're all our own worst critics. Maybe...just maybe I should stop worrying about what others think of me and just live life to the fullest. I always wondered why others seemed to have the luxury of doing that and now I know why. I've made some positive changes in that direction in the last year and I think I'm finally able to go about living that way. We're all going to do what we want anyway. Why not live life without guilt? Maybe it's just all a part of growing up.